Friday, December 4, 2015

Roses


A man, with a question, wandered  around
Until, at long last, an answer he found
In the enlightened one called  the Buddha
Also known as; The Tathāgata

With all the  courage he could muster
Stood he, with folded hands, before the Great Master
In all compassion the Enlightened One enquired
What service from him was required

“What is the difference between your love and mine?
I ask you humbly, Master, please do opine”
In all humility the question he poses
Replies the Master with two roses

“Your love”, said the Master in all compassion,
“Is still devoid of all dispassion”
Continued the Master, “Child, do you  understand,
Your love is like a rose you hold in your hand”

“My love”, said the Master in order to explain,
“Is intended to give Joy, never pain,
Like a rose, in the bush,  left alone
My Love has no intent to possess or own”

Bindu Vidyadhar
23rdDecember, 2009.

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Seagull

(1) This is a tale of a very brave bird
So far the best tale I have heard
He believed in himself, and he dared
Overcame barriers and brilliantly faired
Name’s Jonathan Livingstone Seagull
Illustrious life very far from dull

(2) His mind was set on perfection
He drew his strength from his conviction
Wings were given only for flight
Which he knew was his birthright
If only his brethren like him believed
From mundane existence they’d be relieved

(3) He practiced hard day and night
For scraps of food he did not fight
Silently he mulled as his wings beat
“I must eat to fly not fly to eat”
He ate very little and still content
Never swerved from his intent

(4) Failures almost led him to resign
Perhaps success fate did not design
A bird of flight was the eagle
And wasn’t he just an ordinary seagull?
Suddenly it hit upon him a new insight
He had the formula for a perfect flight

(5) Wasting no time that day in petty talk
His practice he pursued like a hawk
He flew up that day to eight thousand feet
Preparing himself for that breakthrough fete
Folding his wings he dived from this height
Jonathan, at last, perfected his flight

(6) Summoned next day by the Elders of the clan
Little did he know of their secret plan
On him the Elders pronounced great shame
On the heroic bird who wished no fame
His great achievement he wished to share
Instead he was shocked into despair

(7) He tried to explain as best as he could
Closed minds broke the bonds of brotherhood
Whomever he once knew as his own
Their hearts now had turned into stone
He worried not for his own solitude
If the glory of flight, the Flock had valued

(8) And so the seagull Jonathan Livingstone
Left home for the Far Cliffs where he flew alone
He lived long and made new discoveries
Of unnecessary waste of woes and worries
He found out why a gulls life was short
‘Twas  boredom, fear and anger in thought

(9) He learnt a little more everyday
To him abundance found its way
Through heavy sea fogs above he climbed
There the dazzling skies to find
On the ground stood gulls in mist and rain
Flying high Jonathan found nothing but gain

(10) Many years like this passed by
He flew across his beloved sky
Two seagulls he saw one day shining bright
Their glow was as pure as starlight
His brothers had come to take him home
The threesome flew into the gloam

(11) Seagull thought, “So this is heaven!”
The burden of his body seemed to lessen
He now had wings like sheets of silver
With which he flew farther and faster
Here all gulls flew a flight perfect
Difficult it was for a flaw to detect

(12) Seagull realized what he knew of perfection
In this place was added a new dimension
Heightened senses allowed him to perceive
The higher levels of perfection to achieve
The difference to him that did strike
Was that all gulls here thought alike

(13) As he was told by his new friend Sullivan
All birds here were one-in-a-million
Lessons of flight he learnt anew
Along with that his wisdom grew
Upon him shone a bright new light
Perfection was not just about flight

(14) One day he approached Elder Chiang
In comparison Jonathan was very young
Soon, Chiang was to move beyond this world
So Jonathan wanted to have a word
“Perfection”, Chiang said, “was not in speed
But from time and space to be freed”

(15) The lesson was about being there
Without flight to be everywhere
It wasn’t about flight at this juncture
The trick was to know his true nature
He closed his eyes and faced the secret
There he was on a new planet

(16) The sun was a double star, the sky was green
More beautiful than what they had ever seen
Jonathan made a scree in delight
He no longer needed flight
Perfection in different worlds had a limit
Each one placed with deserved merit

(17) Chiang taught him to fly the past and future
Jonathan took in everything like a feathered computer
The most difficult lesson was yet to come
This paved the way for ultimate freedom
The learning process was indeed endless
The next lesson was of love and kindness

(18) It was a lesson that Chiang spoke of
“Jonathan, keep working on love”
These were the last words Chiang uttered
Into a blinding light before he disappeared
When Jonathan learnt love’s worth       
His  thoughts were only  of returning to Earth

(19) Perhaps out there, was another bird
Which the Flock thought was absurd
Perhaps he was a strapping youth
And, like him, in pursuit of truth
Perhaps the Elders’ flak he drew
And, like him, was made an Outcast too

(20) To such a seeker he wished to reach out
And teach him what perfection was all about
His Elders he wished to emulate
His love he wanted to demonstrate
He was, after all, born an instructor
To younger seekers a loving proctor

(21) Could Jonathan teach the gulls on the ground
The lofty truth which he had found
Could he show them the heights of heaven
Whose own wingtips they couldn’t reckon
His friend Sullivan strongly did protest
For a gull sees farthest who flies highest

(22) So he stayed back and taught new birds
But his mind kept going back homewards
He stayed until he could resist no more
This time he was surer than ever before
He bade his friend Sullivan, a loving goodbye
He could reach home without even having to fly

(23) He held in his thought an image of the Flock
And turned back the hands of the clock
He was not feather, he was not bone
Not even the need to be airborne
With practiced ease he had got it right
A perfect idea of freedom and flight

(24) Fletcher Lynd Seagull was left aghast
When the Elders decided to make him an outcast
Like Jonathan he lived far away
On the Far Cliffs he practiced day after day
One day he saw a gull most brilliant white
He looked on in awe and mostly in fright

(25) This brilliant light was the great Jonathan
He seeked those whom others had shun
Fletcher heard Jonathan like a voice in his mind
Telling him to forgive and to be kind
At first Fletcher could not understand
Was it real or was he in dreamland

(26) Slowly it dawned upon Fletcher
This magnificent being was here as a teacher
Fletcher was rough but he learnt very fast
One by one all limitations he surpassed
Perfection of flight was a way to show
There was an ultimate truth for all to know

(27) Slowly other outcasts started coming in
Their confidence Jonathan could win
Gradually the group grew in size
And one day they flew into the skies
Into forbidden land they made a grand entry
In their way showed the world had no boundary

(28) The outcast group remained in the fringe
Behind this action there was a hinge
There were many with suppressed desires
In complacent guises, hidden live wires
To draw them from their stagnant existence
And set them on the path of excellence

(29) Few birds in the Flock who had watched in awe
As the Outcast birds flew without a flaw
Slowly began to come up to the group
Quite fed up they were of the imposed coop
Though they were made Outcasts too
They didn’t mind as long as they flew


(30) They begged and groveled for lessons in flying
Jonathan, to teach, was more than willing
From the Flock came in Kirk and Terrence
Slowly but surely crossing the fence
Jonathan spoke every word with wisdom
Only one Law existed which led to freedom

(31) They came from the Flock to idolize
They came from the Flock to criticize
They made you a devil or made you a god
They forced upon you unwanted reward
Heaving a deep sigh Jonathan said
“It’s the price you pay for being ahead”

(32) Fletcher had now become a tutor
Following in the footsteps of his mentor
One day he was demonstrating a move
Showing his pupils how they could improve
Avoiding a young bird he hit the rock wall
This was Fletcher’s final call

(33) He realized that he had had a hard knock
In a burst of fear, black and shock
Adrift in another world with a strange sky
Euphoric to learn that he didn’t die
And then he heard Jonathan’s voice
In this world, he said, he had a choice

(34) Jonathan explained to him of death
As a level of consciousness without breath
The choice was to stay back and continue to learn
Or to teach the Flock he could return
His pupils in the Flock he wanted to reach
So he chose to go back to them and teach

(35) In practice if one sows the seed
In time one grows to succeed
Through flight a great truth Jonathan taught
The body was but itself a thought
Embedded in each is this grand wisdom
Who dares to seek is awarded freedom

(36)Fletcher closed his eyes and spread his wings
This was one of the strangest things
The Flock watched Fletcher in utter dread
Had he returned from the dead
“Devil”, they cried like the ocean storm
“He’s come back to do us harm”

(37) Ready for siege squawking and screeching
Wings and beaks beating and swaying
The Flock prepared for a crushing attack
Jonathan and Fletcher in a flash went back
With dazed eyes the Flock closed in on thin air
Bewildered to find no one there

(38) Fletcher blinked at the change of scene
Suddenly everything was quite and serene
This event Fletcher took time to process
What was the cause of such incense?
Fletcher little knew that in such acts unbidden
Of love there was a lesson hidden

(39) Fletcher was amazed at the ire of the mob
How they had tried of their lives to rob
He asked how one could love such birds
Jonathan replied with simple words
It’s not love for the hatred and the evil
Practice to see the good in each gull

(40) To make each one in themselves to see
From shackles of limitations to help them break free
Of all vices to stand high above
This is the true meaning of love
To get the knack of it when you have begun
It can become indeed quite fun

(41) Jonathan prepared to leave his beloved student
Whose love for learning was, like him, as ardent
He again and again went on to stress
That learning is all about being limitless
Jonathan’s body shimmered and wavered
The mentor he had so much adored

(42) He warned Fletcher never to make him a god
What was given in love demanded no reward
He was just a seagull and loved to fly
Limitations always deceive the eye
Fletcher was to now take Jonathans place
And towards the light lead the Flock in grace

(43) Jonathan vanished as Fletcher looked on
The Great Gull he’d grown to rely upon
He turned to the group of his new eager students
Bursting to tell them of limitless extents
Unlimited freedom and flight he taught
The body between wingtips was itself a thought

(44)His pupils looked at him in question
This was not the awaited lesson
Though he wanted to look proper and severe
For a moment saw all of them as they really were
He loved what it was that he saw
But started off with the fundamental Law

(45)”No limits, Jonathan?”, he thought and he smiled
Well, wasn’t that what had gotten him exiled?
Don’t be surprised Jonathan, if I appear on your beach
And a lesson or two in flying to you I teach
He turned to his students with the basic lesson plan
“Let’s begin with level flight”, he sighed and he began

(46)Relative is the idea of far and near
Remove space and whats left is "here"
Likewise the idea of future and past
Such thoughts are within the frame of time cast
Remove time and what’s left is "now"
Only practice can truly show you how



Bindu Vidyadhar

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Bison and Monkey

Deep in the forest there lived a bison
Calm and sedate
Wishing none ill fate

Deep in the same forest there lived a monkey
Carefree
Hanging from a tree

Often and often their paths crossed
While the bison grazed
And the monkey swayed

And often the monkey tormented the bison
Pull his tail, hang on his horns
Ride his back or prick him with thorns

Monkey’s torment to bison seemed endless
With endless pranks
Which he thought was swank

Bison endured this with a deep sigh
Calm and sedate
Wishing none ill fate

As many a day and month rolled by
Monkey continued with no relent
Taking bison’s silence for consent

Sagacious bison, one day, wandered off
When he left base
Another took his place

As usual monkey arrived to hone his skills
To be the best
Of all known earthly pest

He resorted to his old ways
Of pulling a tail, and swinging on horns
Riding on back and pricking with thorns

Monkey was in for a big surprise
Did he just hear bison snort?
Or was it a joke of some sort?

Monkey was least ready when the attack came
He forgot to tell his final prayer
As he was thrown into the air

Monkey paid the price in the end
A fitting end for being a goof
Was the final blow of bison’s hoof


BinduVidyadhar

A Tale of a Tail



A moral, they say, is taught through a tale
But has one been taught by a flashy tail
Here is a story of a lizard on a wall
Who least knew that pride cometh before a fall

Oh! He was full of conceit and vain
Most of the time he was a source of pain
He swished it and swashed it with much élan
He swore by his tail as the king of the clan

He seldom missed an opportunity to flaunt
It seemed impossible for anyone to daunt
And slowly he became quite mean
Until a cat appeared on the scene

Lizard didn’t notice the stealthy shadow
Until cat’s paw came down in a blow
Off came his tail like a wiggly worm
And left him distraught, like an infirm

Without his tail lizard hid in his hole
Pride and conceit had taken its toll
For many a day he never came out
Ever since the cat put him to rout

His gloom and dismay turned him grim
So his friends took pity on him
By this time his pride had done an about-face
Enough to wean him out of his hiding place

He no longer had a flashy tail to adorn
And no longer his tail did he mourn
A tiny stub had grown in its place
Just enough to save his face

He had lost his tail and with it his pride
There was no strut or swagger in his stride
He learnt never to be haughty and high
One can lose anything in a blink of an eye



-Bindu Vidyadhar

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Ageing with Grace


As years go by
I look back and sigh

Not for my hair which has now turned grey
But for what could have been done in a better way
Not for the eyes tipped with crow’s feet
But for those deadlines I didn't meet
Not for the dry, sun tanned skin
But for those prizes I never did win
Not for the slowed down hobbling gait
But for those I preferred not to wait
Not for the fingers frail and bent
But for those moments in vain I spent

It's not the last
I'm not lost

Years gone by are never a waste
One life at a time I'm given to taste
If not now there is always the next
A wish, a hope, of being the best

Lifetime upon lifetime is given to surmise
To become wise, remise, and break  ties.


Pepal Tree
16.05.2011

Friday, April 1, 2011

The Little Match Girl


There lived a little match girl away in a village
A motherless child with least privilege
She lived with an unkind father who drunk quite a lot
She never complained though when beatings from him she got
She sold for him match sticks whenever she was told
Away from home she had to go even in the biting cold

It was snowing quite heavily that Christmas Eve
Nothing at home to eat, heavily a sigh she did heave
As usual she was sent out to sell some match sticks
So that for both of them a meal he could fix
She set out that evening for that task to complete
Covering with flimsy slippers her tiny little feet

She peered through windows straining as much as she could
The hungry child looked at tables laid out with food
She saw in the shops gifts bought for each other
Innocent and wide eyed she terribly missed her grandmother
Her matches, though, from her no one bought
It continued to snow, with the cold she bravely fought

The streets emptied slowly later in the evening
But she could never return home without her matches selling
Her father would beat her if she returned bare handed
Instead, she thought, she’d rather be stranded
She sat in a corner of two buildings outside
Hoping she could, from the bitter cold hide

If only she could strike a match to feel warm
Simple a wish, but for her a question of qualm
The snow stopped falling and the wind turned chill
Hungry and cold, thinking of nice things she sat still
The harshness of life the little one could no longer bear
If only a warm coat now she could wear

She struck a match and felt the warm glow
In its light she saw a welcoming stove
Delighted she held out her tiny hands and feet
Grateful to the embers she basked in the heat
It seemed so real she never did doubt
It was only a dream, the match had burned out


Another match she struck and there she saw a table
Laid out with food fit for a king in a fable
Roast goose, chicken, pudding, ice-cream and pies
It seemed so real, it could never be otherwise
But again for the hungry child the dream never lasted
Another match had been sorrowfully wasted

To make the dream last forever and ever
She lit all the match sticks she had together
And in the light which shone bigger and brighter
She saw to her amazement her loving grandmother
She hugged her so tightly enough to almost smother
Together they vanished into thin ether

The town awakened the next morn to celebrate
But for the match girl it certainly was too late
They saw her still form in the corner huddled
Beside her lay burnt match sticks, an empty basket she cuddled
Her face radiant with a smile as never seen before
The little match girl had left forever, she would suffer no more.


Bindu Vidyadhar

Of Relationships




Of what are relationships made?
Memories which do not want to fade
Price of suffering poorly paid
Of these relationships are made

Even after it has gone sour
We hold on to it with all our power
Unable to accept the fact we cower
Relationships of these are made

Relationships they say are sacred
Then why do they sometimes end up in bed?
Better off they would be with labels unsaid
Some relationships of these are made

In some relationships a purpose is served
It leaves us in pain but was rightly deserved
Life goes on though without being swerved
Learn, of these relationships are made

Mountains of happiness we try to find
Out of molehills of sadness of the smallest kind
And thus the drama lets itself unwind
The reasons relationships are made

In the field of relationships the Ego plays
It needs to be petted in many ways
As long as it’s fed the relationship stays
To pamper the Ego relationships are made

Relationships we continue to seek
Until within ourselves we take a peek
All other relationships we find are weak
A relationship with oneself when made

Sometimes a relationship is too good to be real
But in time it dies a death natural
It’s apt, then, to give it a decent burial
Such a relationship, to be, was not made

Many a promise they make
All of which were fake
Where are they when you burn at the stake
For what was such a relationship made?

What would be the strongest bond?
Of yourself when you become fond
Sooner the better this realization dawned
With Self when a relationship is made.


Bindu Vidyadhar